I feel better

February 15th, 2006 by Quatrux

Today I did not go to school, because of my infection, but now I feel much better, my temperature is quite normal, I only am spitting with blood, don’t know why, but it scares me, also got a throatache when sleeping, my headache is almost over and I hope I will be healthy as I used to be tomorrow :D I bought a new domain for myself and I am going to use it, it is still a secret, but I could not think of anything better than quatrux.net (oh it is not a secret anymore) but I will point everything to that domain, after a year I need to pay for it too. Thank you hostbidder for the domain. ;)

Now I only have some problems to continue working on my site, the further the less time I have to do some programming :( But I will finish it sometime, need to have more good mood somehow. ;)

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Valentines Day

February 14th, 2006 by Quatrux

Today is Valentines Day and I am here sitting at home, because I caught a disease, my head hurts, my bones hurt, my muscles are weak and I have a big temperature. Most of my friends are ill too having the same symptoms, it is all due to the fucking party, some idiots continued to act while being sick and almost all of us got sick, I am one of the last ones to get sick, my immunity system is great.. but because I did not protect myself yesterday.. had some beer with a sick friend and got infected.. stupid me. In our class we had only ~10 people out of 28, thats a cool right ?

Don’t drink from the same bottle, don’t smoke the same cigarettes and don’t touch a friend who is sick, especially do not kiss :D Well, if I won’t go to school tomorrow too, I will have a holiday until next Monday – Woot with a headache, but I give up, I will still go somewhere today with my temperature and pain. ;)

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Downtown

February 12th, 2006 by Quatrux

Well, today was Sunday, I thought it will be the same boring routine, but somehow I managed to make my friend take his digital camera and make a photo session for our selfs, I took pictures of all my old computers, Amiga 1200, Amiga 500+, ZX Spectrum 48kb and 128kb and etc. at home and of course some other pictures in the downtown, some are funny, I just downloaded a tar archive and looked over them, thumb up ;) Now will need to use them somehow, I have some ideas editing them with the Gimp. ;)

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Birthday

February 11th, 2006 by Quatrux

I was in a birthday and just got back, it was really boring, but it was fun due to it :D I got high and under the influence of beer, want to just go to the bed and asleep as a child.. :P After some years I again saw a playstation 1 platform, nostalgia touching the joypad :D Well I feel dizzy, so good night :)

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Party

February 11th, 2006 by Quatrux

In school we had a party, 100 days until the end of school.. I, as a school leaver think that it was really pathetic, I was ashamed that I was in 12 form and that our class have made such a pathetic acting.. so much time and energy was put into it.. good that I did not do anything for it, that is why I could laugh really, really loud.. even though it was so pathetic, I really liked it due to this fact. I don’t remember when I was laughing so much.. Almost everything was miserable, the comments, 2 hours of comments on everything, like in the old cartoons “I will shoot you with my laser gun into your breast” Oh my God, I got a headache from the comments, the comments almost never were said in the right place.. The time periods between different things were long, to long and it was so unprofessional that I wanted to see my literature teacher bread party :D

They created some video and could not show it through a video player, they were using Windows Media Player and some other pirated software on the laptop, but could not show it, because the codecs weren’t set normally, that gave me a big laugh, they did not know what to do and started talking bullshit, reminds me of Bill Gates, when on one presentation Windows froze and needed a Reboot :D Pathetic, just pathetic, a tragedy, unsuccessful comedy, if they wanted that people would laugh out of them, they succeeded ;)

The 11 form acting shown to us, was a little boring, but fun and really much more organised and professional, I liked that, oh and we had a guest who helped for the pathetic acting, a dancer, she really knows how to move her hips, it was fun to watch something like that rather when see it on TV.

All to all, I criticised it, but now people could start saying to me: “try to do something like this yourself and you will know how hard it is” I know that myself, I am not stupid, but still it was PATHETIC. That is one of the reasons, I don’t volunteer anywhere, just sometimes where I know that I can do it easy and more to the perfect side, when I start doing something, I usually move to the perfect side, but I usually do not succeed and do not do anything at all to continue, just get angry and start blaming everyone around me, because of my mistakes.. That is me, I can’t help it, everything I want to do fails and everything I don’t want to do succeeds ;)

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SMS

February 10th, 2006 by Quatrux

Just got some new cards for my mobile and as being a person who has nothing to do just to spend his hours doing nothing and wait until the death come, I got addicted to write more than 120 SMS a day, I know that that it is not such a big number, some of my friends write more than 500 a day, but I don’t care about that. What is best that they are free for me. It is quite fun, you just can write a lot of bullshit there and talk nonsense, it just gets your mood upper and after that I feel that I want to do something more serious and again stop writing them. My battery now usually last about 5 days, I turned off the vibration and sounds which are not needed :D to save some power. Calls are cheap too, with one network it is only 1ct, so you can talk as much as you like, but there are time periods when they get free, otherwise you need to pay as for normal fee. I don’t know why I wrote this stupid message. Maybe to make a commercial for Nokia mobile phones ? :D

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Katatonia

February 10th, 2006 by Quatrux

Katatonia

At last got some of my Music back after the crash and after listening to a lot of bullshit music, I turned on Katatonia again, listened through all the albums I had: Jhva Elohim Meth The Revival, Dance Of December Souls, For Funerals to Come, Brave Murder Day, Discouraged Ones.. Katatonia really know how to play, their style is Dark Doom and later they moved to Emo Rock, some people say that there are some Black Metal reference. I like all the albums till the 1998 year, the sound just gets together, while other bands just are pathetic when listening to Katatonia. The expression of depression through music is wonderful, you can see a blend of gothic, rock and death/doom metal. They begun with progressive death metal, but after some time moved to more cleaner music. The drums, guitars and the vocal, all create an really good atmosphere, it is so pleasant to listen to them, the lyrics of different albums are different, which I can’t comment on so shortly. ;)

their Official Site

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and so it Happened..

February 10th, 2006 by Quatrux

..and so it happened.. at Last.. What to do now ? How to continue when you don’t want anything at all ? How to survive and get over all the shit ? Runaway and get a new life ? I wish that could be so easy.. Turn your emotions off and don’t care about anything except yourself, that is a good choice.. I need to start loving myself again, because now I think that I am a big idiot and I hate myself, I need to find a new mask in my closet and hide under it. I don’t see anything better, when you care about others, you start to forget yourself, then you care about yourself, you become bad, I like bad.. Thats it! Fuck all the world and all the problems, I don’t care, I’ll do what is the best for me. No help, no nothing, just me, myself and my.

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Spyware Attack

February 9th, 2006 by Quatrux

Darn, my computer got some serious problems getting some spyware, but spending a lot of time on Wednesday, I have managed to remove it with different scans, so it is gone now. It was opening my default browser and was accessing different spam sites. Furthermore, showing some flash ads on my Desktop.. I used AdAware, Spy Bot Search and Destroy, ClamWin Free Antivirus and Zone Alarm to get it out of my computer. Also I have fixed a little bit of my Windows installation, but seems that I won’t get anything better than this without Format C: but I do not want to do that, somebody still is inside and plays with my Task Bar Settings, but I can live with it. I hate Windows now :P

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I am not Proud

February 7th, 2006 by Quatrux

I am not proud of my day today, I really mean it, I think I could have done much more than I did, just imagine I skipped two lessons, both maths, because I started to hate it, but I learned for other lessons and done quite well, what a relief. On the other hand, maybe that is not so bad at all, but I spent some time writing articles and what was funny today is that I installed Worms World Party and wanted to play it with my friend on the Internet, but we did not manage to make it, but it was fun talking in the WWP Server (Worm Net) chat in some kind of a channel, I almost got a virus finding a no cd crack, because I don’t own this game, but it is to old for me to buy it, I just bored. Good that the virus was spotted an eventually removed, he could not edit my registry in no way. Now I want to go to bed and sleep, but still have some things to finish.

By the way, I edited the template of Q Blog, now it looks a bit better, but also more stupid, especially with my photo on it :D well also now you can see when I am online or offline in Skype, just at my Blog, and of course any other status I am using. ;)

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